Monday, March 2, 2009

Spain

I thank the Lord that I have the opportunity to go to Spain with Alexa. And now... momma gets to go with me.

http://roadtosantiago09.blogspot.com

no ....

So many things creep back to me about that night. A nurse- no gloves. Blood everywhere. The transfer to the room- no oxygen (no one checked it). There is more, but it pains my soul.

to: momma

dear sweet momma.
forgive me for all the things in my heart that i am soo sorry for
forgive me momma.
thank you for everything.
thank you for believing in me.
thank you for encouraging me
you could have not loved me more
you sacrificed so much to make me who i am
and i know you believed in me
momma thank you for who i am
i owe it all to you momma
i miss you
i will forever miss everything about you
i love you.
i long in my heart and soul to touch you once more
all you wanted was to be loved
you are now forever loved more than you could have ever imagined
you can breathe now. and that satisfies my soul completely.
no more suffocating momma.... no more pain throughout your entire body.
my pain losing you... is nothing compared to the pain you lived
and b/c of that i praise the Lord that you are Home

thank you momma

God's Will

I never understood God's will for my life until recently. Up to this point, it just didn't make sense. But now I look back at my life, and everything lead me to this point. And I praise the Lord I was able to spend the past year with mom.